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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Paranoia? (However u spell it :X)

He woke me up this morning, his text :) Haha
Apparently my family went out for breakfast dy, they woke me up but I dint get up ><

Newayz quite a boring day today...
Went bai lin, cam-whored also :)

Then went to my kai tai po's grave...
Miss her alot, x sangka dis year can't meet her lu... :( Rest in peace, tai po...
*The grave is scary ><*
I was trailing at my mom's behind like a lost puppy lol...

Newayz he went to her house today, can't help feeling worried though I said it's ok...
Hmm, i know he's gonna be reading this someday but yea, I dun wanna keep things from him, but I dun feel comfortable telling him straight, cause honestly, I AM hap chou ><

Haih duwanna blog dy
F*cking pissed now
Not cause of him...
Parents
Sisters
Grandparents
All...
Annoying lyk hell
Sorry lar i know it's still new year and i'm not supposed to say these stuffs but seriously i'm pissed
You are tired then u can mengamuk and all lar?
Me????!!! what about me?
Deng... Selfish ppl...
Sis also giving attitude now...



Ugh whatever lar, angry dy, duwan post dy...
Miss you... :)
Will be back tomorrow, but I'm still in a effing crappy mood...
Sorry for not telling, but yeah, damn mm fong sam when u went over, more over when u told me u drank and bet -.-

Sayang u <3

Thursday, February 3, 2011

1st Day of Rabbit Year

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~





A VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! Rabbit year! Haha, i like rabbits xD Cute creatures..





May this year be better than the last year for me and everyone that I know and care about, my family, him, my friends and all :)))))





Well last year was shitty, what with a few bitches in my path and things not going the way i want them to be, for example, studies... My life was a total mess last year, had nervous breakdowns and so on, had to go see counsellor and stuff... I myself was so upset last year, everything seemed to be so messed up, cheer and music and exams are pushing so much on me, I was practically so exhausted that at 1 point i almost gave up on everything... Losing my close friends was another thing too... Oh well, let the past be the past and no more, let bygones be bygones...










RABBIT YEAR ------> BRING ME LUCK! :D










Hmm... What to start with? Oh yea! xD





I got drunk last night!!! ><





Apparently got high dy, sot sot jor...





Was less than 1 can, about 3/4 of the can but still I was drunk dy xD (mom still wouldn't let me take 1 whole can, pfft)





Hahahaha first time drinking that much actually, the beer feels really warm down the throat, even the first mouth O.o










My parents got drunk too, ended up they were dating in the living room when everyone went to bed dy xD Haha waaait waaaaait, not that dating lar.. They were more to talking and drinking *no more details* -.-''





LOL but I got hyper and went and kacau them! :DDD Haha










Due to the beer I couldn't sleep though it was 1am and I was pretty exhausted cause for the last 48 hours I slept like, less than 5 hours, gua.. I don't remember :) The beer still feels strong on my tongue though, bitter... And hot...










Hmm... After that, somehow I slept le... Though the crackers were blasting like nobody's business haha but it's a pretty sight, red red red red red everywhere! (Well you can hardly see this in KL, due to those matas matas ><>










I was awaken by the lion dances xD Oh what a way to wake up on the first day kan kan? :PPP




Saw 3 lion dancees le this morning :D








Oh reunion dinner yesterday was awesome, my super adorable lengzai nephew, kai shuen and his younger bro, kai something :S (i don't remember) were there too... After 1 whole year of not seeing Kai Shuen, he's grown -.-'' quite alot... But he's verrrrrrry paiseh now... Clings on to his mom and hides behind her :P Even more pa chao than his yonger bro.. (Though when I say 'leng zai' then he would look at me, damn perasan la he hahaha x))








Had homemade 'tong shui' for breakfast, with marble cake, the usual :)




Like every other year, the first day, we have this for breakfast, it's really nice... Got some fungi, egg, longan, 'bak guo', red dates inside...




After that, I so-called attempted to do my Biology homework, but tak jadi... Too distracted by things going on and all, so ended up went to take my bath instead xD Haha








Duing lunch, my 'dai pak', 'bo mu', 'tang ge', 'tang sao' and my nephews came over xD Teeheeeee went and disturb them again but still dint manage to carry the elder one, the cute one ----- Kai Shuen... Ish -.- I don't care but I'm gonna somehow carry him before I head back to KL muahahahahahaha xD








After lunch, I did my Novel Presentation -.-'' That horrid script which I had left in KL (damn smart of me) so I have to re-do again... *Sigh sigh* What to do, presentation is next week :S Well it's not aural but still, having Ms Hema as our English teacher means no joke; aaaand, my puppet's still not done yet... Gonna be dead if I don't do it before school reopens haha xD








When I was doing halfway, my aunt and her family came back from visiting her parents-in-law's house and spontaneously say 'Ai ki Gun Yam Miu bo?' (rojak :D which she actually said, wanna go to Guan Yin Temple or not?) Then my parents were like, oh okay okay then follow jer... I'll cut the story short or not I myself am gonna sleep typing this cuz it's long... :P








Newayz it was seriously packed to the max and the smoke was........... 1 word, overwhelming... I kept 'crying' non-stop, with red and tear-y eyes, which was why I was thankful I didn't had my cons on that time, or not it's gonna be worse... The temple is like, flooded with humans and filled with the incense smell haha...








After praying, aunt and uncle said wanna take us to some place near the sea where it's new and got lights all (I have no idea where at first cuz I hardly understand Hokkien ><) So we trailed behind their car like what it seems to be about an hour or so, thanks to the traffic, then the moment I got sleepy, we reached... Straits Quay, somewhere in New Gurney :)








And more lion dance :DDDDDDDD




After that, we went to the sea place, which was right behind this Straits place, as in like it's totally connected, much like there's a platform for us to walk on or so... And guess what, the sea here is really, really beautiful... As in the colour is clear and the salty smell of the sea is that strong... I told him this and that fella pulak make me paiseh ><>


And oh, my parents both yai yai xD Being so sweet and all, holding hands and whispering and grining from ear to ear, I feel as if I'm seeing a pair of young head-over-heels in love couple doh... Haha! :DDDDDD



Later, my cousins and sistas complained that they were hungry dy, so off we went in search of food xD But as it was the first day, so many restaurants were closed til in the end, we found amamak and couldn't care less but to fill our stomachs... Apparently, chinese restaurants were closed, majority, and others were packed, which means waiting... Then during the dinner, the adults were discussing where to go after this and etc etc and I was eavesdropping :P






Kek Lok Si!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah we went all the way there and I was the only one who was super excited (My sis were like, blur and were whining, saying 'I dun wan2 go there! What's so nice there? It's just a temple! I dun wanna pray!' and those... And the only answer I gave was 'You be patient, wait and see for yourself later, it's awesome there.') And yeah, they got hyped up the moment they saw Kek Lok Si x) Cause it's beautiful, also xD Lar, my childhood visit place ma, every year come back also must go there de :D




Line was terrible there and I thought he purposely dint wanna reply me cause he keep asking me to keep my phone and I dint wan to (I kena rompak before so yea, he was saying there're lotsa ppl there and I should keep it) But I wanna text him kan, so x nak lo :X But still, line was bad -.-''






To him : I couldn't fall asleep so I got up and did this, and I found my ring dy, it was in my jeans pocket and I dint realize ><>





Tata~
Kek Lok Si

My Parents! xD
Sis and me xD

















Wednesday, February 2, 2011

CNY 2011

After so long I ditched my blog, here I am, back to crap again

Hmm, currently in Penang dy xD

Started the journey last night, 11 pm plus, then reached Penang at 4...


Straight went for breakfast in front of Komtar :D Some dim sum restaurant..

Yummy-licious xD flu still bad though ><>


In the end reached grandparent's house at 5am plus :P

My grandparent's stayed up the whole night waiting for us to reach...

Which is like, so sweet of them to do so, awwwww :DDDD





Though I only slept like, 1 miserable hour then I got too excited and woke up,

it was worth it to stay up.. The sky in Taiping is seriously breathtaking.. Dint take pics though, the stars were soooooooo pretty, kinda like christmas trees.. First time passed by Taiping without raining as far as I can remember ahahaha :P


My sis whined when they both woke up after we crossed the bridge, saying 'Yer why dint wake me up? I wanna see the bridge xD' haha, cute but annoying little ones..


To him... Thanks sayang, for staying up till so late though you're not well...

Take care and get well soon ya.. You're still human, not some superman or ironman xD haha

Miss him when he slept, cuz I kept waking up -.-' due to the excitement.. So ended up texting him eventhough he's sleeping haha.. Plus the line on the highway is baaaaaaaad..


We stopped many times though on the way, 3 times I guess O.o but it was okay cause there was no traffic jam..

My sleepy face yesterday xD past midnight [with messy hair and all]


Dint sleep for the whole night, I mean, morning xD Since I wanted to follow my grandparents to the market tomorrow.. :DD So i ended up doing ADD MATHS -.-'' Hahahahaha i insaf dy kayyyy :P

Then about 8 plus if I'm not wrong, I went to the market, with my cousin bro, my aunt, and both my grandparents :DD But then i was like, blurrrrr cuz I was sleepy, and the piggy also still sleeping xD LOL

Then horrrrr.. I thought I was gonna dai man -.-''
Had ACCIDENT gosh...
One stupid Kancil suddenly steered to the left right in front of my aunt's car, and... I ended up screaming ><>
Then the adults went down and started speaking in Hokkien [which umm, I don't really understand though I'm a Hokkien, but I x faham sgt xD LOL ]
So me and my cousin bro went and 38 also..

The driver apparently was a pair of old couple who refused to pay up for the damage they did, thank God no one was injured man... The way Penang ppl drive is insane :S Well not my aunt kay :DD

After much reasoning, oh, even police were there -.-'' and they continued reasoning, which was soooooo wrong... Well hello? You were the one who steered over when you were supposed to go accordingly right? Not cut people's lines.. Deng lo..

Then one indian guy came and started telling 'Saya nampak macam ni....... [etc etc] so you [my aunt] jangan report, you [the old couple] pun jangan report.....'
I only got a bit of the convo cuz I wasn't standing near them..
But yeah, in the end, they paid my aunt RM 100 for the damage and it's settled...

Scared me like hell weh -.-'' Thought I was gonna dai lol..
Then after that we went to the market, then makan xD again.. Dim sum, again :P haha
Dy and mummy and my sis came and join us, along with my cousin sistas who i guess just woke up..
I ate ALOT, damn full -.-'' not gonna take lunch I guess :DD

And hor, mummy told me my youngest sis sprained her ankle and somehow hurt her hip D:
Sam tong.. She ar, lun chun girl also ><>
Hmm, hope she get well soon... Him too :D

That's all for now, I've got loads of other stuffs to catch up on, especially the tons of homeworks -.-''

Tata~ :D



Btw, my eyes hurt -.-'' Not again.. Haha

Chao