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Thursday, June 2, 2011

Speechless (First Day of Camp xD)

Nowwwwwww... I'm so damn dark, as in... Almost tamil dark? ><
Well no offense to my indian peeps but yea, my tan is scaryyyy... Like, really scary...
After the camp ^^

Well I was supposed to go for the SUKBEL camp in Kelantan, the SUKBEL is an international Red Crescant camp where other countries like Thailand, Brunei, Pakistan and others (which I don't remember) participate too :) And this year, we had to do a sketch on the history of 'Palang Merah' which was organized by Sir Henry Jean Dunant... Well, here goes, I'm gonna tell you a bit of our history :)

Henry Dunant was a peniaga, like his father.
He sold clothes of fine quality around the world.
One day, he stepped foot on Geneva, where he was met with the Solfarino War between PKM and local soldiers,
shocked, he asked the orang kampung to help the injured soldiers by seeing to them and bandaging their wounds with his clothes that he was supposed to sell.
From this experience, he made this memory into a book called 'Kenangan di Solfarino'. Well, that was only the Konvensyen Geneva Pertama.

For Konvensyen Geneva Kedua,
Henry Dunant was already one of the Palang Merah associates as he organized and joined it.
This convention was on the sea, where the PKM (Parti Komunis Malaya) attacked anyone on the sea, regardless it was people who were fishing, swimming or people on the boat.
When the PKM were shooting people dead, Palang Merah came to stop the war by saving the innocent people. As the Palang Merah have the rights to save whoever who got injured regardless they are of enemy or friend, the PKM had no choice but to turn away on their boats.

Konvensyen Geneva Ketiga
was when the PKM arrested the tawanan perang (other soldiers) and tortured them far from human rights. The Palang Merah stopped the PKM from torturing the tawanan too much as all humans have righteous rights. The Palang Merah released the tawanan and gave them food and drinks. This convention ended when the tawanan were given the right treatment.

Konvensyen Geneva Keempat
happened between orang awam, as in the public people and soldiers...
The soldiers tortured the orang awam by not giving them human's rights (Like food & drinks & proper place to live, etc)
So yea, the Palang Merah came to the rescue again :DDDDD


TA-DAAAA! Finished! -.-''
Okay not really finish finish, but yea, I finished the story :P

Anyway, the first day we went there was on the 26th of May,
It was a Thursday, and I went home to bath and pack and all...
Was rushing like mad though, and dumping all my stuffs needed into a small bag xD
I wanted to minimize what to bring cause it'll be heavy if I don't control... Hahah
Newayz, after school when mummy came to fetch me, she dropped me at the shophouses in front of my house to let me buy whatever I needed :)

I went to the kedai runcit and mini supermarket and 7 E to find a lock for my bag and also some biscuits and snacks to bring along, met Shayma in the kedai runcit when I was buying Crackers :)
She asked me whether I can give her a ride to school later since she's staying nearby,
plus we're both gonna carry big big luggages and all, so I asked her to call me when she's ready later and yea, I rushed home...

Me and Shayma reached school at about 3 plus, if I'm not wrong, 3.45?
Supposedly we have to meet everyone at 4 when the bus is due too, but hor... Malaysian habit...
Everyone came late... Well, not everyone but MOST of them... Bus also gone...
Eh guess how many people went to this Putrajaya camp? only 13 people from our school -.-
This Putrajaya camp is Kem Belia, it's only national level, and every school is required to have at least 40 participants initially, but Puan Sakinah told me that the 'pelajar pinjaman' from Dato Onn and some other dunno what schools couldn't make it at the last minute, so it turned out that we only had a mere number of 13 participants... LOL

Anyway, there were only form five's so yeah, all of us know each other ad :)
We had 5 tents though xD
So yeah, from the right,
1st tent - Hui Xin, Jia Yin, Jing Yen :)
2nd tent - Sharba, Renuka, Kirrthana :)
3rd tent - Sanchita, Logeswary, Shaymabharaaty and me :) [We had the biggest tent so we had more people xP]
4th tent - Yi Shiuan, Leong Su Ling :)
5th tent - Teacher, and well, the LATEST 'PRINCESS' to arrive .___. Adlene

Hmm we reached there around 6 or 7 if I'm not wrong, not all the schools were there yet, thankfully... So there was space for us to set up our tent by ourselves, which was pretty cool, first hand experience for me :DDDDD

And supposedly Adlene was gonna be the leader but she told teacher that she's getting there to the campsite (field beside Menara Suka dan Belia) by herself so when Abg Fahmi asked for a Ketua, teacher said Ker Ikr and I was like, what???

Oh oh, throughout the whole camp, Abg Fahmi, Abg Ibrahim, Abg Putra & Abg Megat were there :) they were the ones in charge and know me la... But Abg Megat and Sha's Aizul were only there for the first day...

After we set up the tent, we had to register and all (It was already night by then)
And the worse thing is they did not have food for us cause the Abg... Err... I forgot his name...
The urusetia did not inform them earlier that all the schools were coming tonight, cause in the program letter they had, the camp was stated from 27th-29th May...

We had dinner - doughnut, curry roll, and a carton of apple juice each :)
My people were sorta complaining bout the dinner, even I was...
So after our meal, we went into our tents to eat our own food xD
Before long, they called the teacher from each school, but Puan Sakinah went back to send both her daughters home cause they followed her from school.
So I had to replace Puan Sakinah to go to Abg Ibrahim. Then he told us about the shortage of food and so on, and they only managed to get a minute number of nasi kandar for us from the restaurant nearby so they're giving only half the amount from the number of school students.

At that moment, Adlene wasn't there yet, but I still told them that we had 13 people. So the Abg brought all the teachers to a van at the back to get rice...
My school got 8 packets though O.o
The moment I manage to take the rice, all the participants were sitting on the field listening to the opening programme speech from Abg Ibrahim. All the other teachers, (like me) had to walk quickly to put the rice in one of the tents and join them there ><

Well, after the speech, they said we can go back to our tents to eat the rice :)
The speech was practically about rules and regulations and brief talk about the camp and introduction to all the instructors there :)

After that, in my tent, I gave them their portion of rice... :)
The rice is a big big big packet one >< And it was warm, so it was nice especially when we were all hungry haha xD
While I was eating, Adlene called (using her mum's phone)
I picked up the phone and told her to get to the main tent, the secretariat tent where the speakers and everything were there and the instructors were still sorting out our registration forms...
Then I brought Adlene to our tent and left her there with a packet of rice...

After our meal, we all had to walk a pretty long way to the 'portable toilets' at the other side of the field to either get changed or brush teeth or what-so-ever...
The toilet was pitch black and the aroma was so damn awesome -.-
there was no water too... As in, the ones before us used finished whatever water that was left ad...
So we had to use the tank water which was outside the toilet to cleanse ourselves...

Oh, and I found out that there was a super large tent with 4 tanks inside, more like rectangular metal baldi with just a few scoops for us to bath. I stepped into the tent and shone my phone light on the water and it was brown... -.- Ugh...

Later, back at our own tent, I changed into my shorts and tee shirt when the speakers came on and Abg Ibrahim said that we're given time til he asks us to sleep to discuss about our performance on the night of performance... Which, at first, all of us thought it would be on the first night...

I was on the phone with him that time and I couldn't really speak to him as the line coverage was weak and it was hectic at the campsite... I umm, cried >< Quarreled with him and didn't want to pick up his phone call after that when Shams brought me to the toilet when I was crying along the way... She picked up the phone for me when I was washing my face and spoke to him...

After that, all our team members gathered outside our tent and we made the decision to do a sketch about the Konvensyen Geneva, which was the one I mentioned just now :)
Later, after the discussion, we all went to sleep...
Shams didn't sleep for almost the whole night cause she said that Sanch, Logi and I were restless when she stopped fanning us...
She slept only about an hour... >< Thanks Shams... :)

So that's about all that happened for the first day, oh, and I was okay with him again <3


Saturday, April 9, 2011

Sometimes, It's Just Hard For Me To Bear

Dear... I don't know how to express what I feel and all actually,

but I'm sorry for last night kay?

I admit, yea, I memang was pissed...

Sorry cause I didn't understand you,

When you said you wanted to leave for home, I was like kay lar let's go, since it was also raining and it was getting late

I didn't realize that you couldn't leave Veenoth and Kappa like that

Sorry darl...



Then I started pushing you in front,

the moment you turned back and raised your voice,

I felt hurt... I mean like, you wanted to leave right?

So I just like sort of nudged-pushed you in front

Then you asked where're you pushing me to? Kay lar I was hurt, and irritated...

Sorry for half-palau-ing u kay?

Still sayang u lots...




And and, remember that very night before we were sort of debating as usual?

Like before we got together?

Remember?

Almost everytime we'd end up debating on any random topic that anyone of us came up with :)

I was very upset actually, Almost cried... Out of worry for you

With you being the Scout Pres and all, typing proposal and arranging this and that, and meeting, school, tuition,

I actually felt that I shouldn't be that selfish to want to see you everyday

To let you rest at home

Which was why I said don't meet

That was just what I SAID, but not what I FELT, i felt the opposite though

God knows how much my heart misses you when you're not with me

Gosh this sounds so... Soppy but yea, straight from my heart


I got so worried of you, to see you go through all of this again (like last year) but more responsibility on you this time



And when you said you gotta go for camp

I was so darn upset

So many days cant see you! Let alone contact you :(

But i understand that I can't be selfish

To just wanna have you for myself all the time

So I'm gonna try and get used to not seeing you so often dy... *Sighs*




It's gonna be hard...

Sorry for half-ignoring your texts last night dear

Was taking time to think...

Yea I memang was doing my folio, but I left my phone in my room on purpose...



Sorry dear I just dint know how exactly to tell you about this

Ummm And sorry

It might really sound selfish

But I don't like being the one who waits I admit,

my temper is bad,

I have random, sudden mood swings, NOT PMS,

I have low tolerance for lots of things,

I have less patience,

I have high demands on myself,

And I get disappointed with myself alot just because I can't do things up to the level I want,

I'm imperfect,

I'm clumsy,

I'm noisy,

I'm irritating,

I'm unreasonable,

I'm stubborn,

and temperamental,

sometimes even being not understanding...

So i'm sorry if anything happens in the future just because of those kay?

I'm telling you here, now, just so you know...



And promise me,

when I'm mad, don't give me time to think

when I'm crying, don't give me space to be alone

all I want, all I need, is just you beside me,

just listening,

giving me a hug

and assuring me that things will go alright,

telling me that I'm not born perfect,

telling me that I'm still human,

and I have things that I need time to fix,

and telling me that you'll always be there...

can you?



Sorry again,

for being so demanding,

and expecting so much from you even when I know that you have enough to deal with

enough stress to bear and all

but it's because I love you,

then comes the jealousy after...

Hope you will understand alright?



If I get mad at you,

if I so-called 'merajuk' and walk away,

go after me,

take my hand,

look into my eyes

and melt my heart with what melted it in the first place

It's DEFINITELY not that I don't love you or I'm disappointed,

but that's just...

Ugh I dunno how to explain



Waiting for you today,

I got sorta not pleased as well

Asked you to sleep early last night,

yet you slept after me when you were so tired,

you know? I get very 'sam tong' seeing you so exhausted

yet I demand so much from you

Sorry for being selfish dear...



And you dint even go to class after school,

instead, you went cc, for like what, 3 hours plus?

When I was in Add Maths, I was sneezing like hell (Ask Sharan),

and wondering whether you're going to class or not later,

Dim Zhi u ended up in CC...

I dunno you memang intended to stay there till my Maths class finish

or you intend to go for Add Maths lar...

But you dint go today,

even after you said yes yes yes,

I was sad lor...



Plus, I thought you would come up in a while,

You don't know,

there were a few times I went out from Chatroom to see you,

just from behind the glass door, without going in,

I understand that you're stressed up and all,

and it's been so long since you last went CC,

but dear, you were hungry, you haven't eaten anything...

I left food for you actually,

but in the end I finished it cause it was cold ad,

and I figured that you don't really fancy what I ordered



Then the others were asking 'Eh where's D?'

and everytime I had to answer 'CC'...

Dear, i don't understand,

why oh why,

do guys rather spend their time and money and their energy

on comp games,

especially DoTA at CC?

As a form of entertainment? Sure no problem, i don't mind, serious, as long as it's not too much.



But you knew that I was supposed to be home early today,

as my Grandma is celebrating her birthday...

In the end I had to reply my mum that I'm not sure what time I'll be back yet...

While waiting for you, I'm missing you like mad...

Which was why I felt a little upset when you first came into Chatroom...

Dunno you realized or not, but I guess you did...



And and, i'm wondering la...

Is my face that easy to read?

I mean, are my thoughts written on my face?

I can't read your mind,

no idea of what're you thinking,

although most of the time,

i seem to know more than you about feelings and stuff,

but I'm clueless about your thoughts...



So I'm sorry again dear...

I'm sorry for being jealous alot,

sorry for thinking too much,

sorry for being to demanding,

sorry for expecting too much,

sorry for being so selfish,

sorry for being unreasonable and not understanding...

But then, I'm NOT sorry for loving you...

And, thank you... For being there always...

You're everything, my counsellor, my best friend, my shoulder to lean on, my source of laughter, my secret keeper, my boyfriend, and more, it's just not enough to put what I feel in words, it's all in my eyes, and my heart...




*Lets promise each other,

that no matter for what reason,

if we got mad at each other,

we cannot be mad longer that 2 minutes okay?

OUR deal... *





God knows how thankful I am,

to have a special someone,

that's you~

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Hyeeee xD

Lawl it's damn obvious that my bloggie's dying =)
Might stop blogging someday, it's just a place where I need to let things out neway...

Hmm, dun so perasan lar...
I dunno what's triggered you to get at me though -.-''
And hor, believe the truth, not what you hear from people lar
Even if you think you can trust that person, see what he's done?
Yet you still chose to believe him... Up to you lar x) I dunno what to say dy...
Btw, it hasn't been there a year lar actually... Oh and, I will not mess with you, don't worry aite? =) As long as you don't include MY NAME then I'll not do anything...
Hey, you're a girl rite rite rite? So you should know,
know that people need time to heal their heart if it's broken...
Being friends and all, sure no prob, but how can you expect someone to talk to you again like nothing's happened? It's all PRETENSE in this case...
Well the truth will be revealed someday, and yes I AM INNOCENT, so is HE.

I've known both of you since Form 1...
Yes, it's been FIVE years... FIVE FUCKING LONG YEARS...
How many days and hours and minutes I've seen you in a year?!
Try counting yourself =)
It's not that I hate you, no I don't, hear?
I DON'T HATE PEOPLE. I DISLIKE THEM. =D
I've tried to forgive you, after all that's happened since form 3 which I believe you know too what I'm trying to say here.
But what you did?
Confront? Yes.
Shout? Yes.
Accuse? Yes.
Backstab? Yes.
Cried? Yes.
So what if you think you're right when you are just trying to hide the truth from people?
LOOK.
I leave you alone, you leave my life IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT!

I don't fucking give a damn lar kay?
You and HIM too...
Filter? Fine, like i care?!
I've been the good person here all this while kay? Think I got no feelings? Think I'm someone that can be bullied?
THINK AGAIN PLEASE =)
You said to me, 'You think I've got no feelings?'
Ooooh yea, now I tell you, SO DO I!
Thanks for shouting the other day, right before our exam =)
Like I care,
you're not someone close to me,
not someone that I would care for,
Never is,
Never will be,
As long as I live. SEE THAT?

I never thought it would end this way,
but you know what?
I AM TIRED ALREADY.
Tired of seeing you.
Tired of hearing your voice.
Tired of listening to your crappy excuses, so much for your cover up story.
So i guess this is it, this is how we're gonna end our senior year eh?
Up to you lar, I don't wanna care anymore.
And please ar, please stop talking bad about people.
You don't like people talking bad about you rite?
So does others =)
Thank you.

And you, lastly, you.
What the fuck's your problem lar?!
One by one take down people who never even did anything wrong to you...
Sei flirty moron...
Regret knowing you, but not anymore.
Cause I'M PROUD TO SAY
I DON'T KNOW YOU, PARTICULAR HUMAN XD
Enough of being harsh dy, well thank you to you too.
FOR GETTING LOST FROM MY LIFE =)
For all your words,
for all your trust,
for all your thoughts,
I won't ever remember...


We've been through this much,
went through so much trouble,
be strong inside,
show em you're who you are...
I know I'm the one who gets pissed and mad faster than you,
but thank you for being there.


I'll be there for you too,
Whenever you need me,
Wherever you are,
Love you for being you <3

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Paranoia? (However u spell it :X)

He woke me up this morning, his text :) Haha
Apparently my family went out for breakfast dy, they woke me up but I dint get up ><

Newayz quite a boring day today...
Went bai lin, cam-whored also :)

Then went to my kai tai po's grave...
Miss her alot, x sangka dis year can't meet her lu... :( Rest in peace, tai po...
*The grave is scary ><*
I was trailing at my mom's behind like a lost puppy lol...

Newayz he went to her house today, can't help feeling worried though I said it's ok...
Hmm, i know he's gonna be reading this someday but yea, I dun wanna keep things from him, but I dun feel comfortable telling him straight, cause honestly, I AM hap chou ><

Haih duwanna blog dy
F*cking pissed now
Not cause of him...
Parents
Sisters
Grandparents
All...
Annoying lyk hell
Sorry lar i know it's still new year and i'm not supposed to say these stuffs but seriously i'm pissed
You are tired then u can mengamuk and all lar?
Me????!!! what about me?
Deng... Selfish ppl...
Sis also giving attitude now...



Ugh whatever lar, angry dy, duwan post dy...
Miss you... :)
Will be back tomorrow, but I'm still in a effing crappy mood...
Sorry for not telling, but yeah, damn mm fong sam when u went over, more over when u told me u drank and bet -.-

Sayang u <3

Thursday, February 3, 2011

1st Day of Rabbit Year

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~





A VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! Rabbit year! Haha, i like rabbits xD Cute creatures..





May this year be better than the last year for me and everyone that I know and care about, my family, him, my friends and all :)))))





Well last year was shitty, what with a few bitches in my path and things not going the way i want them to be, for example, studies... My life was a total mess last year, had nervous breakdowns and so on, had to go see counsellor and stuff... I myself was so upset last year, everything seemed to be so messed up, cheer and music and exams are pushing so much on me, I was practically so exhausted that at 1 point i almost gave up on everything... Losing my close friends was another thing too... Oh well, let the past be the past and no more, let bygones be bygones...










RABBIT YEAR ------> BRING ME LUCK! :D










Hmm... What to start with? Oh yea! xD





I got drunk last night!!! ><





Apparently got high dy, sot sot jor...





Was less than 1 can, about 3/4 of the can but still I was drunk dy xD (mom still wouldn't let me take 1 whole can, pfft)





Hahahaha first time drinking that much actually, the beer feels really warm down the throat, even the first mouth O.o










My parents got drunk too, ended up they were dating in the living room when everyone went to bed dy xD Haha waaait waaaaait, not that dating lar.. They were more to talking and drinking *no more details* -.-''





LOL but I got hyper and went and kacau them! :DDD Haha










Due to the beer I couldn't sleep though it was 1am and I was pretty exhausted cause for the last 48 hours I slept like, less than 5 hours, gua.. I don't remember :) The beer still feels strong on my tongue though, bitter... And hot...










Hmm... After that, somehow I slept le... Though the crackers were blasting like nobody's business haha but it's a pretty sight, red red red red red everywhere! (Well you can hardly see this in KL, due to those matas matas ><>










I was awaken by the lion dances xD Oh what a way to wake up on the first day kan kan? :PPP




Saw 3 lion dancees le this morning :D








Oh reunion dinner yesterday was awesome, my super adorable lengzai nephew, kai shuen and his younger bro, kai something :S (i don't remember) were there too... After 1 whole year of not seeing Kai Shuen, he's grown -.-'' quite alot... But he's verrrrrrry paiseh now... Clings on to his mom and hides behind her :P Even more pa chao than his yonger bro.. (Though when I say 'leng zai' then he would look at me, damn perasan la he hahaha x))








Had homemade 'tong shui' for breakfast, with marble cake, the usual :)




Like every other year, the first day, we have this for breakfast, it's really nice... Got some fungi, egg, longan, 'bak guo', red dates inside...




After that, I so-called attempted to do my Biology homework, but tak jadi... Too distracted by things going on and all, so ended up went to take my bath instead xD Haha








Duing lunch, my 'dai pak', 'bo mu', 'tang ge', 'tang sao' and my nephews came over xD Teeheeeee went and disturb them again but still dint manage to carry the elder one, the cute one ----- Kai Shuen... Ish -.- I don't care but I'm gonna somehow carry him before I head back to KL muahahahahahaha xD








After lunch, I did my Novel Presentation -.-'' That horrid script which I had left in KL (damn smart of me) so I have to re-do again... *Sigh sigh* What to do, presentation is next week :S Well it's not aural but still, having Ms Hema as our English teacher means no joke; aaaand, my puppet's still not done yet... Gonna be dead if I don't do it before school reopens haha xD








When I was doing halfway, my aunt and her family came back from visiting her parents-in-law's house and spontaneously say 'Ai ki Gun Yam Miu bo?' (rojak :D which she actually said, wanna go to Guan Yin Temple or not?) Then my parents were like, oh okay okay then follow jer... I'll cut the story short or not I myself am gonna sleep typing this cuz it's long... :P








Newayz it was seriously packed to the max and the smoke was........... 1 word, overwhelming... I kept 'crying' non-stop, with red and tear-y eyes, which was why I was thankful I didn't had my cons on that time, or not it's gonna be worse... The temple is like, flooded with humans and filled with the incense smell haha...








After praying, aunt and uncle said wanna take us to some place near the sea where it's new and got lights all (I have no idea where at first cuz I hardly understand Hokkien ><) So we trailed behind their car like what it seems to be about an hour or so, thanks to the traffic, then the moment I got sleepy, we reached... Straits Quay, somewhere in New Gurney :)








And more lion dance :DDDDDDDD




After that, we went to the sea place, which was right behind this Straits place, as in like it's totally connected, much like there's a platform for us to walk on or so... And guess what, the sea here is really, really beautiful... As in the colour is clear and the salty smell of the sea is that strong... I told him this and that fella pulak make me paiseh ><>


And oh, my parents both yai yai xD Being so sweet and all, holding hands and whispering and grining from ear to ear, I feel as if I'm seeing a pair of young head-over-heels in love couple doh... Haha! :DDDDDD



Later, my cousins and sistas complained that they were hungry dy, so off we went in search of food xD But as it was the first day, so many restaurants were closed til in the end, we found amamak and couldn't care less but to fill our stomachs... Apparently, chinese restaurants were closed, majority, and others were packed, which means waiting... Then during the dinner, the adults were discussing where to go after this and etc etc and I was eavesdropping :P






Kek Lok Si!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah we went all the way there and I was the only one who was super excited (My sis were like, blur and were whining, saying 'I dun wan2 go there! What's so nice there? It's just a temple! I dun wanna pray!' and those... And the only answer I gave was 'You be patient, wait and see for yourself later, it's awesome there.') And yeah, they got hyped up the moment they saw Kek Lok Si x) Cause it's beautiful, also xD Lar, my childhood visit place ma, every year come back also must go there de :D




Line was terrible there and I thought he purposely dint wanna reply me cause he keep asking me to keep my phone and I dint wan to (I kena rompak before so yea, he was saying there're lotsa ppl there and I should keep it) But I wanna text him kan, so x nak lo :X But still, line was bad -.-''






To him : I couldn't fall asleep so I got up and did this, and I found my ring dy, it was in my jeans pocket and I dint realize ><>





Tata~
Kek Lok Si

My Parents! xD
Sis and me xD

















Wednesday, February 2, 2011

CNY 2011

After so long I ditched my blog, here I am, back to crap again

Hmm, currently in Penang dy xD

Started the journey last night, 11 pm plus, then reached Penang at 4...


Straight went for breakfast in front of Komtar :D Some dim sum restaurant..

Yummy-licious xD flu still bad though ><>


In the end reached grandparent's house at 5am plus :P

My grandparent's stayed up the whole night waiting for us to reach...

Which is like, so sweet of them to do so, awwwww :DDDD





Though I only slept like, 1 miserable hour then I got too excited and woke up,

it was worth it to stay up.. The sky in Taiping is seriously breathtaking.. Dint take pics though, the stars were soooooooo pretty, kinda like christmas trees.. First time passed by Taiping without raining as far as I can remember ahahaha :P


My sis whined when they both woke up after we crossed the bridge, saying 'Yer why dint wake me up? I wanna see the bridge xD' haha, cute but annoying little ones..


To him... Thanks sayang, for staying up till so late though you're not well...

Take care and get well soon ya.. You're still human, not some superman or ironman xD haha

Miss him when he slept, cuz I kept waking up -.-' due to the excitement.. So ended up texting him eventhough he's sleeping haha.. Plus the line on the highway is baaaaaaaad..


We stopped many times though on the way, 3 times I guess O.o but it was okay cause there was no traffic jam..

My sleepy face yesterday xD past midnight [with messy hair and all]


Dint sleep for the whole night, I mean, morning xD Since I wanted to follow my grandparents to the market tomorrow.. :DD So i ended up doing ADD MATHS -.-'' Hahahahaha i insaf dy kayyyy :P

Then about 8 plus if I'm not wrong, I went to the market, with my cousin bro, my aunt, and both my grandparents :DD But then i was like, blurrrrr cuz I was sleepy, and the piggy also still sleeping xD LOL

Then horrrrr.. I thought I was gonna dai man -.-''
Had ACCIDENT gosh...
One stupid Kancil suddenly steered to the left right in front of my aunt's car, and... I ended up screaming ><>
Then the adults went down and started speaking in Hokkien [which umm, I don't really understand though I'm a Hokkien, but I x faham sgt xD LOL ]
So me and my cousin bro went and 38 also..

The driver apparently was a pair of old couple who refused to pay up for the damage they did, thank God no one was injured man... The way Penang ppl drive is insane :S Well not my aunt kay :DD

After much reasoning, oh, even police were there -.-'' and they continued reasoning, which was soooooo wrong... Well hello? You were the one who steered over when you were supposed to go accordingly right? Not cut people's lines.. Deng lo..

Then one indian guy came and started telling 'Saya nampak macam ni....... [etc etc] so you [my aunt] jangan report, you [the old couple] pun jangan report.....'
I only got a bit of the convo cuz I wasn't standing near them..
But yeah, in the end, they paid my aunt RM 100 for the damage and it's settled...

Scared me like hell weh -.-'' Thought I was gonna dai lol..
Then after that we went to the market, then makan xD again.. Dim sum, again :P haha
Dy and mummy and my sis came and join us, along with my cousin sistas who i guess just woke up..
I ate ALOT, damn full -.-'' not gonna take lunch I guess :DD

And hor, mummy told me my youngest sis sprained her ankle and somehow hurt her hip D:
Sam tong.. She ar, lun chun girl also ><>
Hmm, hope she get well soon... Him too :D

That's all for now, I've got loads of other stuffs to catch up on, especially the tons of homeworks -.-''

Tata~ :D



Btw, my eyes hurt -.-'' Not again.. Haha

Chao