Hey, here i am, back... To post on somethings on my mind currently...

Gosh, i think i'm seriously really falling in love with him ad... Oh! Wait, sorry, see that pic above? Yeap, tat's me... Took tat pic on Mother's Day, look at my hair OMG, so curly!! ><

Hey guys out there, I think I got myself into this dilemma. Can someone help me???

I think I'm in love. AT THE FRIGGIN WRONG TIME... I feel so vulnerable in this situation, where I want him to know, but at the same time, I don't want him to know just because I have no idea what-so-ever whether he likes me or not...

It's not the first time I'm wondering, why did our friendship grow so fast? Does that mean anything? Does he feel anything? We only knew each other in a not really long period and I've already made myself promise NOT to simply fall in love with guys that are good to me, and LOOK! KER IKR, u're so doing something very unforgivable...

Sigh, is he just too good for me? Or is it that I'm too afraid that if he knows it would spoil our friendship and the ease and playfulness we already have now? This feeling is just so strong, I can't deny it, and what am I thinking? I actually MISS him...

I know, it may seem that I'm just telling pretty lies to myself, but love is blind, right? So, yea, it happens T.T and i do NOT like being kept in the dark. Haih, people say he does those just to make me jealous cause he's got this thing into me, but can i trust what they say?

The days and times and moments I'm spending with him in a week is more than I can ask for,

just to hear his voice,

look at him,

be beside him,

laugh with him,

walk with him,

is more than I should ask for...

Yet, WHY oh WHY did I fell in love with him? I've always been so sure of myself that I will NOT fall in love with him, and now look at the mess I've gotten myself into, I'm ADDICTED to him already! How sad is that in a situation where I don't even know whether he even likes me or not...

Feel so sad yet I dun have the energy or effort to cry

Feel so lost yet I still can find my way

Damn... T.T Just hope miracle happens in my life,

hope he will do something about this, please, don't keep me suffering in the dark, will you? <3