You Are The Rhythm That Makes My Heart Beat

The black and white keys forms the melody

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Holidays!!

Yay the holidays are here!! I'm just sooooooo glad!!

Cause holidays, are the
start of life (haha, in a figure of speech),
start of fun
start of enjoyment
start of staying up so late & waking up only in the late afternoon (and your parents don't mind at all)
start of everything categorized as fun + nice!!

Haha anyways, i've finished reading TwilighT, New Moon & Eclipse... all these 3 books are absolutely so nice it's just so hard to stop reading or put down the book once you've started clawing through it's contents... seriously! (those who read those books understand what i mean)

I can say, that Stephenie Meyer is a genius about this whole vampire-werewolf-human thing in the book... She's undoubtedly one of the best book authors... See the books yourself to know...

Anyway... I should say, I can't wait to watch the movie!! Oh, n btw, thanx to those who wished me happy birthday, and loads more thanx to those who celebrated my birthday for me that Thursday (although i insist that you guys dun celebrate, you all still went along with your plans, and it was a great little party..thanxx! LOOOVE you guys!!)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Finally!! (A New Day Has Come!)

Okay I'm just so freaking bored...

Got tons of (aww! I hit the table, I mean ouch!!) - homework to finish...
And God, can't those teachers understand we've got other stuff 2 do, not only homework,
homework n homework!! Well, I'm not practically complaining about the teachers, but...Well, I'm in a sorta bad mood now, so I complain abt everything... (Dun mind me)

Hey wad should I crap about today?? About the upcoming exams? Neh, not likely...

Okay, I think I should settle for the horrid dreaded activity on this coming Wednesday (22/10)
Wait wait wait, hold it there, I don't mean the class party you know... Come on, everyone LOVES parties, right right right? (Duh, who am I kidding, obviously!)

Anyway, for those ppl who don't know yet... It's also a hari anugerah koko... 'great'... cause... I'm
'proudly' chosen for the kawad... Oh gosh... Not to say I totally hate it, but... I don't like it lar...
Good thing Sok Yean, Adlene, Sofiah, Shayma, Yamuna, Shanusa will be there also (for PBSM, err I meant BSMM)

But for other Units, Poh Ling, Carmen See, Chi Ching also will be there... At least it's not so bad with friends there... Cause, everyone knows that friends can always cheer you up, make you happy, make you smile, laugh, go crazy... (Do you have a whole day free? I've got a long list about good things a friend has... So, anyway, even if you have the time I don't think you'll be interested to stick in my blog for the whole day... And I might as well save my time and energy typing away =D)

But I'm sorta sad... School's gonna end on a Thursday (6/11/08), just right after exams! Not fair! At least if we have school until Friday, we have one day extra to you know, have fun, go crazy for the last day with your possible classmates - who knows? We might not end up in the same class next year, right?)

Hey, what else should I crap about?? Since it's about a whole month I didn't post blog ready...
And in this whole time I went through a lot, trust me... If you're in my shoes right now, you'll be devastated and broken... And that's how I possibly seem to you guys nowadays...

But I know, I know... A new day has come, a new beginning for everything, a new start to my life, a new......... okay okay I shall not continue about this... I don't know whether I can take it or not next year, there's the freaked exam, yes! and you obviously know what and which exam I'm talking about and why I'm starting to freak out now... Sighs...

And there's this annoying guy in my theory class who practically inserted that 'idea' into my teacher's head... Get it??
Teacher: 'Do you guys want to take your theory exam next year or -?'
He: (interrupting teacher) 'Next year!'
Me: 'What? Next year?'
He: 'Ya la, then?'
Me: 'Got PMR man!'
Teacher: 'Ai yah, PMR is not that hard, really.'
My Friend (she) : 'No, it's pretty hard.'
Me: 'It's really hard! Besides, I've gotta take Chinese also (I sighed, he sorta smirked... yeah, he's annoying, too bad)
Teacher: 'But if you don't take your theory exam next year, you'll have to wait until Form 4'

Then I was like 'So what? Let it be if we're only taking that exam in Form 4... What's the big deal with that?' but of course I just didn't say anything to them... I just kept quiet and grumbled to myself... Yeah right, this time you have your way, then next time it's my turn...

Okay, I guess that's sorta a lot for a day's post... I gotta go now... Gotta work on my uhh, my new piece (my new song, more like, teacher's gonna freak out if I still can't play that piece properly, haha)

-Stay Close, Don't Go- (Secondhand Serenade)
(my current mood)

Ciaoxx~~


Monday, September 15, 2008

[Posting for Yesterday] lol

Hey am back again..
Lol with some news..

Anyway, I had loads of fun on Saturday + Sunday but sadly Sunday night rained heavy, sighs..
Haha.. I know I'm childish lol so I had fun with my cousins.. Wanted 2 take some pictures but we talk talk talk + laugh laugh laugh + play play play until forget already haha..

P.S. To Lynn -- Ooi dun steal my baby boyfren lar!!
Btw, my boyfren is only 1 yr plus, and and and he's SUPER CUTE!!

Haha I was stuffed with food ysterday, had bbq, thn steamboat, thn had some drinks, some desserts, and loads of fun!!


Then on Saturday night, went to de mooncake fest, got some cute guys there,
but not as cute as my baby boyfren haha!!!



Skul finish liao lor.. Bell jus rang lol newayz i'm posting in skul.. haha.. Lol, i gtg now..
Had loads of fun nowadays! Life's WONDERFUL!!!!!


GTG.. byexx!!

Monday, September 8, 2008

I had a great time...

Hallo, long time no update + post new stuffs...
Well, I'm back now, with some news 2 share (that is, if you're interested) =D

Yesterday was great! I had a great time with my long-time-no-see-except-for-rehearsal-we'll-meet friends...

We had a performance yesterday, lol & it was nice though quite hot there (cause the sun's too scorching) Oh don't get it wrong we performed in the sun, of course not!! There's a special performing place lar, which is okay, cooling... But we have to wait for our turn in a hot place, and I mean it's so burning hot there!!

But still, the sun didn't stop me from enjoying myself... From meeting my old frenz, lol I know them all since I'm in like, kindergarten... (Though we're NOT in the same kindergarten, but we all met at such a young age and often performed together... =D Smiles... I love them all... Lol they're all such nice people to mix around with...)

Anyway, we all went there in our teacher's car (2 cars though) and with all those instruments in between us & in the back of the car, it was still rather squashy, lol but at least I was squashed between 2 girls...

Well, I guess u'd be bored to death to hear the whole exact thing, but let me say this again, it's so good to have a change sometimes, I mean meeting different friends once in a while really helps lifting your spirits, and I'm definately happy!!


P.S. To my ensemble frenz, love you guys!! Can't wait to see you again!!

Monday, August 25, 2008

After Holiday

Okay, after one long tiring holiday...
I'm finally regaining my senses & my heart now...

The music festival I went on Saturday (23rd Aug) was fabulous, great!!! (LOVE IT!!)

Now back to school..
Hmm...
Our class teacher changed our class seatings... It's like this, all girls on one side & all boys on the other side...

And and and we got some of our exam marks today...
Yeah, the 'bombs' are coming...

We got our art, english & BM paper...
(Art was horrible, lolz... English = smiles; BM = smiles)

I'm so glad now... My day & my life is brightening up for me... Love my life!!


P.S. To all my frenz, love u guys too! (even if I dun say that aloud, u know that, right?? haha i'm kinda hyper now so I think i'd better go now.. Lolz, gotta finish up my sivic work, smiles...)

Till nex time, byeeeeeeee!!!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

How I Feel is What I Need To Know

This is the re-newed version of 'Teardrops on My Guitar' originally by Tailor Swift...
But I changed it, but it doesn't rhyme so perfectly like the original song... [Btw I still feel rather sad myself, everyday my heart breaks more]

He looks at me, I turn away so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl they talk about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

He don't -- talk to me, I cry cause it really hurts me
That I can always see everyone crowd around him
They say he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about everytime

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in my room I keep singing and I start to cry

He walks by me, can't he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, and give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause...

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in my mind I keep singing and I tears roll by

So I'm alone at home, as I'm thinking of him
I'll try to forget him and maybe get some sleep tonight...

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in my heart I keep singing, knowing why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...
He looks at me, I hide my tears so he won't see......


I know, no matter how much you love someone and hope the person loves you back, you might never succeed... Love is a bitter medicine in life to make us all more grown up...


To all my friends who've been there for me all the time, especially a comforting hug, a shoulder to cry on, thanks everyone... Especially Malani, Vivienne, Wen Jing, Olivia, Sok Yean, Shayma, Caryn, Sarah, Ericca, Mei... Almost everyone, thank you so much for you always brighten up my days, whenever a dark cloud covers up my heart and I feel that I'm almost lost...


I'm certainly very lucky to have known all of you, my dear friends... Not forgetting those in my class, especially Jia Yi, Leow, Sue Fen, Soo Jean, Gar Ooi.........many more...


That's for today's post... Gotta go now.. [I've got piano lesson after this]

Monday, August 4, 2008

I'm So Sad i dun think anyone understands...

I'm so very sad...

Cause the one i really like is..Well, so hard to say..

But, I'm just heart-brokened...

Those in SBS (form 2) will know what I mean and probably know what I feel
but not knowing how I felt...

It's really so sad when you really put your heart into something and it just, it just let you down..



I've never liked someone so much before till I feel like I'm gonna break-down sometimes...

I'm falling into a big deep dark hole where no one will ever realize I'm inside it..
I'm trying to reach out to someone but there's no one there to lend a hand..
I'm trying to tell the world that I did nothing wrong but no one will listen to me..
I never fell so deeply in love but this feeling hurts me..............

Monday, July 7, 2008

DISASTROUS DAY of my LIFE!!!
I'm too lazy to be bothered to continue posting my last blog anyway.. Lolz, but let me rewrite the

fella cheerleaders...
in my skul!!


first there's Nadia, of course,
and Yee Teng!
then there's Virginie (emo jie jie, hehe),
n Sabrina (Sabby - 1 of de nicest gurls in de whole lot!)
Hanis,
Nazarith,
Vaishnevi (Vaish),
Gwen,
Xiao Ran,
Jazmin,
Chia Xin,
Pavitri (Pavit),
Aina,
Sanchita,
Lai Hoong,
Cloud (Jing Yuen)

and of course the reserves............................ Ruth! & Wei Xin


Besides de teams, there's Kah Yan, Yan Yee [Caryn] & me (haha, you might be thinking 'SERIOUS??' but yeah, true, i'm in de club.. Dat's all fer now.. Lolz, i dun wanna talk or even think about dis day, de worst day so far in my dreaded life!! ARGH!!!! BOMBS ooooooooooooooooooffff!! [too lazy to put on colours & stuff =D]

Monday, June 30, 2008

Start of a New (uhh...) Day??

Feeling so emo & horrible...
Anyway, I have no idea what on earth's b0thering me...

But still, I dun feel in de mood 2 decorate my blog or my frienster now...

I'm under pressure!!
I can't believe I promise to help 'XXX'
I was so stupid back then!! Help me! ANYONE??


Ou wel, let's juz put away those horrid thoughts for a minute, and let me brief euu about da cheer comp 2008 (dis year, duh!!) which is to be held at the Bukit Jalil Stadium on de 12th & de 13th July. If I'm not wrong, it's from around 9am to 6pm... Whoo-hoo!! GO SOUTH ANCHORZ!!

And 2 my dear fellow SBS cheerleaders...
Nadia (de suuuppper suuuuppper nice leader of us all)
Viginie (de dai ga jie)
Sabby! (Sabrina, the fun one)
Nazarith
Hanis
Vaish (Vaishnevi, the nice senior)
Gwen!
Xiao Ran! (Kelly)
Pavit! (P3 [shh, Kanesh from my class is head-over-heels in LOVE with her!])




........................................................ [to be continued] sowie!!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

My KGT isn't done yet!!

Long time I didn't post bloggie adi.. Hmm, about my KGT..yeah, i'm gonna crack up my head just because of it..





Anyway, today kena 'jentik' by Puan Chan (KH teacher) *sad* Cuz sadly i kinda forgot to finish up de last week's homework [yeah I know I always leave things till the last minute.. So I usually forget them by then.. Lol..]





I hope someone, ANYONE can help me out with my stupid KGT project that is due on this Thursday.. Aw shucks..





Nevermind...





Oh yeah, about my hair...





At least I look okay with it.. [ta-daa! Dat's me haha)






I've got deep eye bags from the cause of sleeping really late nowadays... Partly worrying over nothing..

I gotta CIAOXX now... Byee!! *gotta do KGT*


Monday, June 2, 2008

My holiday

Oh, b4 i forget, I'm tellin u guys 1st, i'm not gonna post my picture (with my new hair-cut) until i'm ready 2 face the music! Not to say that having my hair-cut is a big deal or somewhat, but, after having long hair for like five years and cutting it short all in a while, is pretty weird. =P [grin]

My holiday, let me tel euu abt it, (it's really boring!)

celebrated 'Family Day' with my family 2 celebrate that the exam's over n the coming of the holidays, TV TV TV series, SING SING SING, hmm, TALK TALK TALK, PIANO PIANO PIANO and having fun!!

Aww, shucks, i've got nth much to say (at the moment) although lots of things are in my mind now... Oh, bother... If i feel like it, i'm gonna post another one...

Oh, i'm not gonna ciao yet, I wanna wish ~~~

Happy Birthday to
*Pauline!*

Happy advanced birthday to
*Ee Ching*
*Sharba*
and, well,
*someone* (we don't talk 2 each other, but don't get it wrong! we're not having a fight, though
it's a long story..)

I've gotta ciaoxx now, bye n thx fer viewing my profile... Btw, add me at friendster never_leaveme@hotmail.com n my msn kerikr_94@hotmail.com. Thx, guys! =D

Posted by,
*~Xiao Lin~*

My holiday

Me n My Hair

Gosh, I cut my hair!! Sadly, i'm forced to do so.

At least I don't look worse or like a freak in my new hair-cut...

Hope you guys don't freak out and faint when u see my hair when skul re-opens! [Juz kiddin, of couse!!]

Lets see, oh yeah, 2day's my sister's birthday..
Also is Pauline's.
Happie b'day Pauline!! Have a great year ahead! Enjoy your teen life! =DD *smiles smiles*